Fountain of Greed

 I went out a few weekends ago to a party. I went late as usual because you are always on –time when its party time.  Ok that was corny. That night I changed twice. Anyway, I had no intention of seeing anyone I was interested in because it was not my crowd.  Wrong !  After threatening a guy for inappropriately touching my posterior  with a charge or being assaulted, I moved from where I was to find more room. While standing  there I saw a beautiful guy . He was tall, not overly dressed, chocolate- colored and built.  As usual , my eyes received cavities from  the fine specimen I saw before me. I stared and said hi. He said hi and kept walking with his friends. I was by myself dancing as I love to do and then he came to dance with me. We danced and he was asking me about myself. I heard him but all I could muster up was. You are very handsome.  He then looked at me and said thank you and smiled. I saw his teeth. They were so nice and clean.  I then said you have nice teeth too. I’m not sure if it was the alcohol or just my attraction to him but I was in awe and it was apparent.  We talked and I found out that we had similar heritages but different countries. We then exchanged what our parents said about people from other countries. We had a good laugh and then my ride was leaving so I had to go. We exchanged numbers and then I left.    

I called the next day because when I want something, I don’t waste time.  So we spoke. So our first conversation was good until he asked me to tell him about myself.  He said that I seemed like the “I wanna get married type”. I paused and said to myself yea. I guess I have the “I wanna get married “aura and he was able to pick it up. I told him that I did but I don’t want to get married tomorrow and I don’t want to get married for the sake of saying that I am married.  He said he understood however, he was looking to have fun.  I asked if he just got out of something.  He said that to be honest he was kind of still in something.  I told him that I was not built for the side life. At that point the conversation was over. 

 Though I considered it for a second, I know I am not built to be second.  I mean I could have done more to explore his situation and make a more informed decision however; he approached me knowing he was in a situation.   If  I knew I could handle being second . I would have gone for it becaue he was beautiful . So I’m not mad at him, I actually understand but what he did was just greedy.